That bitch!#$@%$#!

I have a maid at home(well,my mom is pretty rich i guess). She's a total bitch*U^*&%&. That cocky daughter of a son of a bitch! My mom saved her, she almost died last time. And now she's working for my house, in front of my mom, she's a total goody two shoes but when my mom isn't here, she's like a boss, she makes me have to use my"politely" language with her.What a stinky shitty hag! She gets on my nerve. If my mom hadn't save her, she'd be dead and get eat by brats by now. She bought a cell few weeks ago, now she bought another one, I wanna say to her: If ya have so much money just pay your debt & get ur fucking ass outta here you shitty not worth to live shit!What do she think she is to make me use the 'politely' language with her, I don't even wanna use it in front of the queen of england but you? Nope. But the problem is, I have had to use it on everyone, my mom doesn't even know that I know how to fuck anyone. I use the good child act in front of her, it's kinda my fake personality. Now get back to the main problem, that bitch. If I knew she'd be like this, I'd have told my mom that not to save her, just let she die, who cares if he dies, well i don't. shits aren't worth to live. She once worked at my house before, i didn't remember that she was this bossy. When i asked her to make something for me to eat, she'd be like: 'go away!You have ur dinner already'. who do she think she is? she's just a fucking maid who works for my mom.when she do that, if i have an ak gun on my hand, i'd shoot her to death. brains comes out, smash her head, shoot her bailey or whatever it is.i wanna kill her ! !@*(w36z .Not just her, her sister betrayed my mother once. If I knew something, if only i know something that she's be like her sista and now things may have been different.My mom is weird, she doesn't trust me really much but when that bitch says something, she believes it. How could she% *&% &^%*&! I wanna fuck that friggin maid soo soo much!

My life sucks

Yo. This is my first post.I'll tell you the reason why did I put that title into my first post on my first blog.Well, it's true. My life do suck.I have to study so much, 10 hours a day, 5 days a week. I didn't even include the time when I study with my tutor. You see,  I'm a computer nerd and I don't usually have free time much. So when I just arrive home, I  dash to the computer to play games or online reading manga.  As I say, I don't have much free time so I play as much as I can. My mom see that, she scold me. I don't get it. Why'd she like doing that so much. It's like a circle. Come home->play too much-> get scold by mom-> ignore her-> go out-> play again. Just like that but spinning around. But I don't get one thing, lately, every time she yells at me, I feel like my heart is throbbing somehow. My mom always say  I have to be a good student. But what 'bout my lil brother, last year he was a normal student, NOT good. Why didn't she yell at him? My big bro too, he fell the first semester last year. It's not like that I hate or jealous them or something. I just think it's unfair. I've keeping my grades high, being a good student for 6 years and when I just wanna go shopping or dye my hair, the answer is always 'no'.Study that much, get yelled that much, I don't see the point of living anymore. I even think that if I die, nobody'd cry for me. I think all I want now is a flu or a light accident to have a long vacation. I stressed out too much now. When I feel lonely, I don't even know who to share with, just hide in the corner and cry, cry til I satisfied. I don't even have friends, bitches and bastards all around me, 2-faces-dogs are everywhere. I start to feel I'm lonely, even I laugh a lot, feel happy, but I don't think it's enough. Sometimes, just one sentence of yelling of my parents could make me wanna die....